embarrassment

Just finish half of 1 reports.. The days is damn hot! I always wonder why kampar's weather often varies at any time... And due to this hot weather, I go to bath for several times in one day. But the problem is I get sweating after bathing... Its really exaggerating! >o<""


Well, after I move into harvard's house... I feel very comfortable because there is more peaceful and quiet as compared to Beijing houses there.





A little inconvenient is just that my friend with her boyfriend. I am not against or anti her boyfriend. In fact I feel very awkward when I am only with both of them, especially in the common area. When I do my stuff at there like surfing the website, I feel embarrassed when they are soaking in their sweet moment in front of me...Hug, play in the couple ways and some more...
I am totally an outsider.


Yeah, me and my that friend recognise to each other over 10 years already. However, embarrassment cannot be prevented while there are only 3 of us wherever it is.
I think I should go away from them next time...

When can I play with my boy in the couple way,
just like them?